Having recently had the pleasure of a gift
bestowed upon me, Time, albeit for a solitary
obliging minute, I found that I was not content
in how I handled it, I gave myself Time, but I didn’t
give any of it away
as I should have done
with a smile,
a handshake that was denied me by one,
and even if I cursed under my breath
and the taste of craw and carrion ticks
that scuttle around at the back
of the throat, that delight in the act of living like