I went away to find myself, no map,
no compass or recollection of what I was
once, what I was failing to be, what I had allowed
to be said without my lips moving,
shut up, lips stitched, lips sewn together
and yet they were moved, like a clever ventriloquist
making a stuffed overweight toy talk;
yet my fluff had started to come apart,
the stitching holding me together
coming apart at the seams…
I went away to get re-stitched,
to get myself back in mental shape,