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Flashback.

Flashback;

It was what you gave me

as I turned on my phone

to see your remark

on another person’s page.

Ignoring my own held advice,

that I don’t have the right

to ever know

what other people think of me,

I read the short snappy sentence,

primed like a grenade,

three second rule blast

which tore my heart in two

and my head blown

to pieces on the rocks of someone

else’s insecurity, jealousy

a spread eagled whore

who likes to spread her

Mean Drunk.

I used to think you were just a mean drunk,

a man who at the end

of the long arduous night

would pop open a tin

of cheap

nasty liquor

and sink them in order,

cans one

through to eventual six

and then to whom resentment

at the world, the sign of the angry

Capitalist, the dead on sarcasm boiled

in rich memory

of having been shafted by the poor,

the meagre and the deprived…

in your greedy eyes,

in your hard-up soul

Under No Illusion.

The old lady of Rock and Roll

clears her throat,

smiles benignly to the audience,

a sense

of sorrow in her face

and as she is about to give

her final rendition,

her glorious epitaph to a worthwhile

dream, the Thunderstruck

and those with Big Balls

in jumps a man

instead

who can’t sing a note

but carries on the illusion

to the sound of guns

not cannons…

A Rose that falls

so desperately low

does not salute the worthy,

Happy And Complete.

Normal,

who would want

to ever wish

themselves

to be stuck in that

frame of mind and desperate soul;

why be normal when you can be odd,

unique,

completely original

with just the attachment to the rest

being that you love them.

Why can’t you be normal

I was once asked,

why can you be like A,

because S is such a more interesting

letter I thought,

curvy, fluid, rounded,

not fully like an O,

but then

I wouldn’t want to be that complete.

Heaven’s Above.

I saw a sun explode,

obliterate in the night sky

and whilst nobody

else saw it at that moment,

I knew that worlds would end.

 

Somewhere deep I felt

the hundreds of thousands

of possible deaths,

across millions of light years

and I trembled at the fragility

of a single life taken

at dawn

just within the blink

of a savage’s eye,

murder by celestial means; death

decreed by sunlight fading thousands

of years ago.

 

I see a distant sun explode

Last Name Applicable.

Silence

and hands on heads,

no talking

whatsoever

and I do not

want to hear a

peep

out of you,

any of you,

till you learn some manners…

Our arms outstretched

having mastered the art

of class room sign language

by the time we were eight

and the deflection of the hammered down

metal measuring device

across the bare biting knuckles,

scrapped skin

bleeding as the monstrous

and over-zealous uncrowned ruler

struck again and again

and the headmaster would be lethal

Whisper And Be Loved.

The whisper that Time

says goodnight in

is only as forceful

as you wish

it to be, as beautiful

as you allow it and as outrageous

as you dare it, Time cares

not in the end how you take

note of the whisper, only

that you hear it, only that it will

be heeded, walk not into the light

without having first kissed

the whisper, without gently

asking it to remove its feminine

blue trilby and the decaying rose

between its polished teeth

The Heroine On The Line (For Those I have loved).

I should call you, I should really,

I should call and ask how you are,

I should see if you are O.K.

and fighting the fight as well as the world

but I am quite scared that for whatever

reason, I will find out you’re fighting me.

 

The role of dastardly villain does not sit well

with me, I cannot twirl my moustache

and talk of plots in soliloquy to an audience of one,

rather play the heroine, the damsel tied

to the tracks and the locomotive

Forget To Breathe In Rust.

Breathing fresh blustery

April air as I admire the view of

the rusting Iron Men dotted

along at intervals and in which

fixed steely glazed eye

turn their gaze to wind farms

and the Irish coast

over horizons and the seabed

churning as a lost shoal of fish

dance beneath the waves

of amber under relentless sun

to come it is hoped in Summer

I look inward

and reflect upon the amber hue

of disappointment, of days passed

and slept through memories,

Mole Underground

Navigating the Tube,

the Underground from over ground,

by map which is quicker

than the journey

you plan to take

was once a joy, as it lead to

days out at Queens Park Rangers

or Arsenal or even down to the

Hammersmith Odeon to see you play, however

now I will be stretched for time

and it is only because

I have to get home

that I contemplate the Sunday dawdle

and the Thursday evening madness, otherwise

the bus, so I can see the route