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In Or Out.

By voting in or out

Britain could still be in the Eurovision

Song Contest, by voting out

or in, there might still

be an arsehole in Number 10, by voting

in or out, you could find

another arse waiting in the wings,

(or you might not), by

voting out, voting in

or even spoiling your paper,

one set of people will be happy,

(we didn’t vote for that)

and another will be spitting rags

(we didn’t vote for that either…did we?),

by voting in or out or even picking the fluff

500 Days Of Siege.

I built a moat,

hammered down a sign, hand-written

biting scrawl, the legend “Ere Be Monsters”

screams at passers by

and just in case they think

of asking for the draw bridge

to be lowered, to come

inside and visit the land of the self siege,

they first have to negotiate the mine field,

to cover their noses from the smell

of plague that I pump into the air

as a warning, to cross their souls

and brace themselves for the sight

of scythes being sharpened

Eyes Up.

How is it there are not more accidents

upon Britain’s high streets

as we have found a way to truly

be at one, not with the universe,

but with a small selfish screen

which demands we lower our heads in silent

prayer and ignore

the passing footsteps of the careworn

and the sarcastic, that we must

bump into those surrounding us

and argue that they should

look out for our shadow dangling off us,

desperate to get away and seek

out other sun driven silhouettes

in humanity’s gloom;

Drive

I would love to know what made

each city burn so bright

and every town, village and enclave

burst with energy, the pulse,

is it manufactured, brought into existence

by the heartbeat of those

whose muscle desires it most;

desire in ache, desire in conquest,

the craving to be free

but pulled in one direction

to be a fragment of the whole…

 

I see the whole and kiss its pulse,

I hear the trumpet blown and the

car horn bluster with discontent,

the ravage of the road

I Hate Clowns.

I don’t want to see a nation

I love tear itself apart in some

circus game, where the acrobats tumble

and where the ringmaster is but an illusion

to the real owner and stand by creators of the game,

the clowns waiting for their time

in the sun, the hideous ghoulish and rabid

fiends whose smile is painted on with glee

and self loathing despair. I hate clowns,

I hate clowns, they’re creepy fuckers

and they stick in the mind in anarchy

and whilst revolution and change is good for the soul,

Rubble.

There’s a taste of rubble in the air,

of the brick dust that an old house

in decline, stooping towards memoriam

and grave side recollections, of times when

the happiness and tired old peculiar

went hand in hand, that the walls become sensitive

to the slightest knock and the whisper of the gradual

and inevitable to come; it is in that taste of rubble,

of brick dust, hanging wires and a couch past its best

but hugged in the dead of night when sleep

evades the would be dreamer,

The Saxophone In Search Of Love.

The iron gates provided the back drop

to the sound of the saxophone

exploring its way up the hill towards

the rampant hostages of wine, women

and unlikely song birds hanging

in the explosion of Tuesday night

football and angry flash

points of possible danger and caress

driven anxiety; the odd yellow card

and scowl as the touch of thigh

through opaque stockings

was to some a thrill they were willing to chase

in the darkness of self deluded heroics.

 

The night air was blissful as the saxophone

Despised From The Pulpit.

It was never something new, something

that came out of the blue,

I was always an irrelevance to you;

I saw it in your eyes and felt it

strangle me when you would

go out of your way to hold

a smile for me despite knowing

full well you truly despised me.

 

It was in your handshake,

the “What’s your name again”,

you found such a laugh on that cold

winter’s night in church

and the silent accusations looking down

from self-imposed high and mighty position

Please Breathe.

I shouldn’t see the type of film where anger dwells,

where fury starts to rise in my guts and demands stoking,

where if left unchecked fire burns

and nettle stings my eyes and makes them

burn in their own private nasty Hell, no sanctuary,

no quarter given, no refuge, no safe haven;

instead all I end up thinking about is you

and how I was not able to save you,

how I let you down as you lay

on the cold Salisbury pavement,

the sound of an ambulance drawing near

The Psychotherapists’ Sewing Kit.

The sound of Carol King’s Tapestry

fills the blue sweet room

and whilst I tell you that I am falling

asleep, that my eyes are feeling

the smarting torture of days

and the end of times,

you sit, cross-legged, but in readiness

for a career in psychotherapy on my

gnawed through and tender seat

and smile, the analyst is in, the twinge

of saying too much and being judged

in rocking horse silence… I ache

too much and I feel like I am being eaten,