Tag Archives: poetry from Bootle.

Is It Your Business What Goes On In North Carolina Closets.

Inside the space where the thoughts

are your own, where the brief

space between wondering

who the fuck we are

and what does it matter to anyone else,

in that cubicle, in that closet

and holding tissue to wipe away

the fear of passing

out when others demand to know

why you are using the toilet in Carolina,

surely all we should have to say,

all that needs to be said,

I am a girl,

I am a boy,

I identify with one,

Fact.

The sun streams through the glass

as if trying to set the paper doilies

on our wooden bench

alight or at least spark into life

the broadsheet news that lays between us

and the sway of information,

the language barrier breaking down,

between the forties and the roaring

twenty-something who between them

understand that love is not

an emotion that signifies sex.

 

The sound of belly-ache

laugh ripples untidily

across the rip tide of tea

and the thought of cinema

going on overhead;

The Last Words Of Denmark.

The last words of the girl

as she laid herself down to die,

to drown in water,

lovelorn, love sick, driven mad

by an indecisive soul and one who

dismissed her and urged to attend

to more saintly needs, more virginal attire

and to praise a God that let her down,

these words were unheard

except by anyone who cares to listen

with intention, with thought in their minds

to hear quietly, the silent

mutterings of one driven

to the point of death;

hush now as she lays down

Cramp.

Do not temper my ill-reason

and allow the sharpness of my tongue

to mean anything less or be unequal

to the storm of cramp that binds my legs

in the middle of moonlight favour;

for in those spasms, in those dark pities

and muted screams for fear of stirring

from any dream bestowed by Morpheus,

I feel alive, rage forces me to seek the dawn

and shake my fist in furious attachment.

I must see the dawn, for the dawn brings hope.

 

Ian D. Hall 2016

Exit: Persuaded By A Bear.

If only every death,

every murder, every execution

and tight lipped soliloquy

moaned and driven through barbed poisoning

by the players upon the stage,

were as interesting as the company

made them, then Polonius would not have died

in vein, killed by a misty eyed word,

Ophelia would not have drowned

languishing in a painted scene

and slowly dying of hypothermia

and Hamlet, dear Hamlet,

the man whom of first I read

but as a young child in some hand me down

book, tattered but loved, creased and bent

In Praise Of Whisky Ginger.

From down in the steam covered pulpit,

the area filled with the sweat

of the encroaching night

and heavy breathe of tenderness,

I watch Whisky Ginger wryly

smile and lift up that one eyebrow,

slightly touched and kissed

by the sweeping gestured touch

of eye shadow, brownish tinge

alluring and deep in meaning,

as she combats the noise of indifference

and early weekend discussion, dissecting

through the early on-set liver damage

and creaking prostrate

that sits in a thousand men

who fall to their knees in deference.

Salt Wound.

Biting nails down to the quick,

the slow reveal of blood that hunts

down the clear skin and slowly

congeals and revels

in the sting of pain, sharp

and enticing, finger sucked

but the will

to place it in salt, the desire to increase

the medicine and the healing

overwhelming.

 

Too old to bite my nails

but it gives the nerves

something to chew on, to

let the rage and unquestionable tension

gorge itself and release the strain,

the simplest of self harm

The Whisper From The Middle East.

She had the look

of God’s right hand woman,

the fixer extraordinaire

to whom God, when she was in

the tightest of fixes, called upon

with a certain amount of pleasure

down the end of a tightly wrapped

phone, the old fashioned type

with the plastic curly cord,

still used just in case

she had to resort to throttling

the life out of someone, can hardly do

that with a smart phone after all;

the fixer smiled at me

and I knew I was in trouble

Aut Pax Aut Bellam.

The family motto suits me fine

or it just may mean the battle

is never over, that along the way

and through shrouded dusk

will come stomping feet

over heather and gorse, through thick blood

and soothing mud that clogs the lungs

and in which only the sweet faint smell

of whisky will revive;

Aut Pax Aut Bellam

is the mournful cry

of slashing swords and muted dying words

faint hearted upon the lips of former giants

as their world is disarmed by blunted weapons

Which One Of You.

These thoughts are constant

and there is no release

as there is permanently a state

of war going on being the two

emotional conditions

in my head; both trying so hard

to be on the side of good,

upright, pleasant and respectable,

both always losing.

 

No Hyde though appears,

I leave that for others

to search for, their tattle

giving them their own hope;

I am too weighed down

by wanting to be free

to care anymore.

 

Duality means taking two breaths