Where do I place the cross,
the age old question of democracy
to which a flipped coin,
smooth and pointless upon either
side, will invariably come down
after spinning in the air
like a cold mechanical Catherine
Wheel, defiance in the face of all the odds
down on its side, the universe
goading you
into believing there is a third way.
Place the x, remember the feeling
when you believed in heart and soul
that it meant to change
your life
but then the feeling withered