Take me to the landfill
and leave me there
to be torn apart by the razor
sharp beak of the seagulls;
savagely squawking as they fight
for the morsels
and the remains of sweetmeats.
Place me on a pyre
of my efforts and strike a match
underneath the kindling
doused in petrol and regret,
and leave me to burn
as my body melts away
to smoke
and the black circles drifting
in the wind….
For there are days I feel
rubbish,
that I feel the anger of refuse,
used like garbage…
the waste and the half-tossed litter
aimed at the bin, but which falls
silently
to the pavement floor.
Ian D. Hall 2020