The urge comes and it takes strength
to quash it, to stamp on it, flatten it
lest it take me down dear heart,
to get on the train, to find myself
on a platform staring out across
a once abandoned town of memories
and haunt it once more,
but would you remember at all,
would you smile, playfully
slap on the back
and reach out to me,
the gentle reminder that we are still friends,
or would it be easier for you
now, before I board the train
to be out when I call you.
Ian D. Hall 2017