I was born with a pre existing condition,
passed down genetically and without selective behaviour,
I was born, hopefully like you,
with this specific snag
in my blood, in my genes,
not to want, to enjoy, to take any satisfaction
from pissing people off, to let them get on with life
and should they fall ill,
then not to be too blunt,
to not be a dick and hope that society cares enough
about all those born, to see them, to care for them,
to understand that the unseen ailment,
the depression, the heart disease, the addiction,
the terrified display of emotion,
is not a weakness, but human,
human, remember that
for we are not Daleks, we are not emotionless automatons,
cold, aloof, uncaring, indifferent, callous, selfish
bastards; we surely don’t like
or relish in the extreme of witnessing another person suffer,
my pre-existing condition is my own,
I didn’t ask for it, I wouldn’t wish it on a person who bares me ill,
why would I stoop so low when there are those
whose pre-existing condition means they are just vile,
pitiless
and ones who would gladly see you
take a last breath if it meant they could
hoard another tenner.
Ian D. Hall 2017