You will, no doubt,
receive your reward in Heaven,
she said to me with an air of superiority
and down at heel, run of the mill
lack of charisma; I knew she didn’t have the money
to pay me, I wasn’t doing it for reward,
just to help a fellow human being
in a moment of distress
but still
she had to bring Heaven into it,
she had to tell me that her belief,
the conviction that by doing something good
you must automatically become
entrenched at the feet of a God.
My reward was here, right now,
it may have been a small thing,
perhaps nothing unusual
in the scheme of it all,
I did it because I was able to,
it was human,
and like any other human
I am weak in the face of some obstacles
and yet can roar like a lion,
the king of the jungle
or at least my own imagined domain,
when the moment is right.
I aim for no reward,
whether I am vulnerable or resilient
however
I have no need for a payment
I cannot use in a place
I don’t want to go.
Ian D. Hall 2017