I can’t seem to function these days
without the hot rush
of tea, without
the taste of inspiration
that fills the gut and sends
ideas spinning out of control
into a void in which
I pluck, grab and scramble
for a single notion.
Long dead
are the days when a beer,
a glassful of whisky
sipped at dawn, revolver shot
to the brain and imagination
crowded
would be the order of the day;
I miss that, I miss the insanity,
the belief that I could conquer all…
however tea you beautiful thing,
sitting there in serenity and romantic
gesture cup, you will do
and whilst I can now wake
clear headed, somehow
the pain in the bones is not satisfied
at my lifestyle choice.
Ian D. Hall 2016