What was your message,
delivered by electronic device,
meant to achieve last night?
I know what it did to me
inside, to hear from you for the first
time in fifteen months,
and not like a friend who had been busy
with their lives, it happens, Time
gets away from us all,
nor did it place a sense of longing
to see you, to understand your loss
and own tragic demise;
all you did was piss me off, upset me,
cause pain in a heart that
was weak and worried.
What was your plan, to make me
suffer, and to what end, what possible reason
could you turn so cold against me,
blood on blood on blood,
time upon time…It made me angry
and feel deserted.
Go now, use your own words
blood on blood on blood,
for if you should knock
upon my door,
be not surprised to find
the wood splinter
in your cherubic face.
Ian D. Hall 2016