I often thought about running away from home
when I was a child,
not because I was unhappy or ill treated,
neglected or even abused
by those charged with caring for me,
but simply due to the map of the world
that graced the wall of my bedroom,
surrounded by torn out pictures
of Steve Heighway, Johan Cruyff,
Colin Bell on football styled 1978
World Cup designed wall paper
that was all the rage in Birmingham
during Argentina’s rise to prominence.
The map became torn and scuffed
as my small sized hand leaned against
the wall and my nose
almost touching the thin but expertly drawn
atlas, the gateway to the world, the following of events
on my radio across the globe, recognised by these
industrial names, quaint, forbidding, beckoning
names that I wanted to see, to experience
and walk down dreams of splendid intrigue
as a young boy.
It was not the only large poster on my wall
but I don’t remember too much about
the places on the Moon, save the sea of tranquillity
and Birmingham, nor have the names of British
butterflies stuck in my head except the Cabbage
White or the striking Red Admiral;
however I can still see that map,
catching the sun rays through window frames
pained brown by a man who wanted
to move on up in the world,
whilst I was content to walk through it.
Ian D. Hall 2016