The crack is always there,
no matter how busy I keep myself,
the yawn in the fabric
of the walls leers at me,
sneers with contempt;
it has no need to beckon me closer
for it knows I will eventually succumb
because I am always curious
of just how dark the scene is.
I could scream in the darkness
for no one truly hears
above the muffled, stifled gag
as the words catch me
in the back of the throat,
so instead I hide myself away,
locked in my own tattered box
and in which the madness of the age
can truly find me wanting.
My accuser stares at me, the flickering
fire of impatient scorn,
of grinning plausibility
dampened by both innocence
and guilt, guilty of all
I am innocent over and innocent
of all the guilt, yet I still scream
loudly in my head for reprieve
as the yawning crack widen to swallow me whole.
Ian D. Hall 2016