I have no Pride, not in appearance.
For why take pride in being anything other
than clean and tidy-ish,
as long as my hair is clean,
as long as the clothes are ironed
and fit, no slight down
ward curve of the jeans falling
from their natural place,
but I shall wear no tie, I shall
not place a noose around my neck
and squirm and feel the tightness
of the knot as it cuts
deep into my throat.
I shall feel no Pride,
satisfaction, relief
certainly of getting the words
out of my head,
out, out, out;
let them pour into the collector’s
bucket and be still, let them enjoy
fruition and I shall take great
joy in seeing people read them,
but Pride, whether in the clothes
we wear or in our deeds
is a dangerous state
and diminishes the great Pride
we should feel for others gallant efforts,
I shall take no Pride…
However I will revel in your
success.