Smile at me Hemmingway, give me the truth
of your demise, show me why it hurt
and I will oblige you with my tale,
you at least will go down in history,
for you my bearded friend, had reasons,
I seem to have excuses to keep living.
These excuses, some by name, some by deed
are wrapped in shrouded mist, hidden
even from my own pathetic pill popped brain
and I weep for myself, quietly, alone,
in plain sight so that nobody
sees anything but the smile.
Smile for me Hemmingway,
smile and take my place,
your genius should have strayed
a while longer, should have lingered
with fidgeting ease, for in my works,
clay feet is perhaps the best I can offer.
Ian D. Hall 2015