The deal was struck one lazy January day
in the Winnie-Gate over an illegal pint
for all present . The pile of over salted chips costing
each less than a good night’s sleep
and the sound of pool balls smacking in time
off the green velvet stained with half chewed
cigarette smoke and twenty-pence bets
to the tunes of the day being played
with carefree abandon
from the cannibalised juke box,
cannibalised through our own choices
and 80s regalia and the only acknowledgment
to our deeds was the fashion for the rolled up
denim jacket sleeves and the girls sporting big hair.
The following day the dare had to be met
and in our ignorance we should have known
best to leave alone, to not tamper
with the spirit that stalked the annexe of the college’s
convent like department
and as we sat in near darkness, heightened by the cold
January day, the silence we felt was almost too
much to bear.
I have never been near a Ouija Board since then
and although I keep my two packs of Tarot cards
safely encased in a red silk handkerchief,
I will not play with the elements again.
We stopped before it got too far,
we stopped because we were scared
seventeen year olds dabbling
in something in a place that already
felt as though should be torn from the Earth and
made to rest like the fashions of the time
and yet for months after, I found myself
hating being in that room, in the small chapel
of merciful fright and if not for the drama
of the day, would have happily taken flight
there and then as the killer’s name and her suicide
was slowly revealed.
Ian D. Hall 2015