They called the poet a fool for running to Italy
on the day he broke a thousand hearts,
yet even as the last maiden cried out in a mournful
repose and beat her now discarded breasts,
her long fingernails
biting deep down under that velvet, ivory white skin
and drawing blood that eventually found its way
to the oblivion of the dusty floor, licked clean by mites
and the might not haves running through her brain,
the fool, the poet and the madman all
became as one.
“Better the fool than the boy struck dumb by beauty”,
he whispered in long cold nights over a flagon of warm
and insipid ale,
the ideal way of making such a hearty drink
never making its way past the ports of Dover and the Hoe
of Plymouth’s fury.
The swatting of the fly that dared land on his forehead,
the pulse of the thin membrane that shielded his thoughts
from the outside world and in which was showing
all the first signs of the English Disease, all combined
to make sure that the features
in his once noble face
was as sullen and ash swollen as a pig with its neck caught
in the fabric of a sty.
“I will not return to England”, he cried out loud
or at least he thought he did, for what came out
of his rapidly expanding tongue
was a series of grunts and sniffles,
the talk of the mad man that he had become,
for all poets it seems must tempt that fate,
for even the poet’s acolytes crush their sanity
on the beaches of the misbegotten and the damned.
The last action of half beast like warrior
was to scratch his head and to see the blood ooze
from where the fingernails dug in and tore at his flesh,
for the witch like fury of the last maiden
besmirched in his good cause, his godly quest
had taken revenge, she bled so he would too,
they both lost a life there in that tavern in Venice square
but she would live on, cocooned in sorrow,
whilst he lay dying in his own public humiliation.
Ian D. Hall 2015