It’s the stuff they don’t tell you about in schools
that when you find out about them, the sheer arrogance
and mocking laughter that comes off the screen
or jumps out at you
from a previously unread book that realise with distaste
and agony that yet again the liars have composed the score
and the tune has become unpalatable.
How is it possible that education does not prepare
you for the crimes in Indonesia in nineteen-sixty-eight
that were before your time
but so much closer than the radical deeds of a supposed heretic
and yet we are weaned on the words of Kings
and for the Million who died in the Snake River,
headless and forgotten, they have no books on forgiveness.
I could feel the rising anger
the bitterness, hatred and the self righteous smirk
for the camera that the killers displayed and I found
that if that had happened in the country I call home
and it had been lied about,
well would the anger stop after a short while
or could the words of forgiveness ever come from me.
A million headless souls into the Snake River,
all in the name of ideological warfare,
something is very much amiss in the world
if that crime against humanity is not known
even in the country
where it took place and the propaganda of a state regime
runs like clockwork and the Dollar reigns supreme.
For Joshua Oppenheimer
Ian D. Hall 2015