I ignore it because I have to
for if I don’t the end
might truly come quicker
and I’m not yet prepared to meet my maker and look
Her in the eye and have the smile of contempt and withering
look of told you come my way.
I’m not prepared to meet Her because you don’t deserve
the honour of being the one to finish me off,
too make this pain in my chest, which I refuse
to believe is anything but my heart shouting abuse
and not the ticking of a clock, more acute and fatal,
you will not see me suffer as you close
on in
for the kill, the relentless misery you heap upon me
as you sit in darkess, not getting laid but also
not having the wit to understand why no one will touch you
nor to ever believe it doesn’t matter.
Who would touch a shark that attacks a locked cage?
Why would you want to be in the sea
swimming alongside something that wants to take a
bite
out of you, wants to rip you to shreds and for you
to thank them for the trouble, you may as well strip naked
and cover yourself in batter to make them salivate
as if this will be the best meal they will ever devour.
I ignore because I have to, I’m scared to death of Sharks
as I am of having my worn out battery dissolve and
leak acid into my system,
I will not let you take me down.
The Shark that won’t let go because they have no idea
just how much you despise them.
Ian D. Hall 2015