…With one last roar of bitterness and pain,
King March lets go, of his life as he knew it,
of everything that went before and understood
Lord Tiresias’ wise words
that were concerned with pleasure.
“Pleasure, not this agony of Regal state in which
My subjects below me run into shadows, hide in corners
and bow to me because I force them too, because
I am damned to always believe them to be
nothing more than baseless, they do not understand the
relating pressure I feel as lord of this once
paradise covered in blossom, now sinking
in my own cousin’s Spring’s wet despairing upheaval.”
“As Lord, I hold no sway and I want them to be happy,
I would like them to be free and enjoy life, to feel the sun
upon their necks and the glory of passionate love,
a love that has by passed me because my own self
has been ignored, such has been my Winter fury.”
Tiresias,
the cleverest soul in King March’s land,
but one raised
with tact as well as a penchant for speaking
the truth, looked upon his King and smiled,
for who would
not when the patient finds their
own answer to the life torn,
struggle filled question that has been gnawing
at the back of their minds since the day they were born,
a question of nature, not nurture, for March
in his youth had been surrounded by nothing more
than the glory of his ancestors, the male pride,
cut short, always and forever and when
the subjects below had all been decreed
to die, their own shadows bleached by the fury
of an expanding, dying sun, March must always become
April, March will always pass over to give April…life.
March will be reborn, the year with instinctive belief
will renew and the shadow, for nine months at least,
will be of one only seen in small flashes, not the constant
night of the troubled King, driven mad
because he refused to believe that it was true,
he must and will become these women of April,
May and June and feel the compassion that
such a transformation will complete.
March slips slowly into waking coma, one final
roar of false masculine pride, one final belch of a hardy
hunted dinner, and quietly waits to wake up new.
Ian D. Hall