I find myself dreaming about you every night.
The cruelty of finding you as I sit in fat, tattered Middle age
Rather than in the prime of vigour and resplendent in sight
Only makes me want to be in your harbour and landing stage.
In my youth I fantasised about others, but only one turned
My head as much as you, for that was built upon bright lights
And wild excess that all crackled through the night as passion burned
But inevitably we parted, not staying together, try as we might.
Is it age, I am older now so desire, less glamour, more truth,
Or can it be that you were always there biding your time
Winking at me from afar, tempting, and shimmering with words unsaid?
Would it be considered improper, perhaps unseemly or uncouth
For perhaps somethings don’t translate in poetic rhyme.
Dejjem tajjeb li tkun taf iżjed minn ilsien wieħed
Ian D. Hall 2015