I find myself whispering to the ghosts each night,
The phantom figures, wandering uninvited in my head.
I try to placate these visions from the past
By asking quietly, “Why do you haunt me?”
And with rotting flesh, they stand still, not bothering to flee.
I whisper to the ghosts every day
From round each corner of forgotten stomping grounds.
They wave and cheer as they beg me to join them
But something in the way they sit and stare
Is enough to keep me out of their gruesome lair.
I whisper to the ghosts, it seems all the time,
Though I cannot bear to be near them.
I struggle with demons of long lost situations
Which they remind me of constantly,
Until that day when the ghosts will kill me.
I whisper to my spectres, I scream at my ghosts
“Let me live in the present, not your forgotten history.”
But they continue to shame me
Reminding me of dear departed family.
For they are not ghosts! Just real and vivid memories.
Ian D. Hall
From Greyhound Tales.