I don’t know why she decided to trust him once again,
He never was going to change; he had proved that once before.
She had found a way to deal with his madness
She had found a way to deal with her sadness.
But now I fear she has got it into her head
That all that matters is she’s lonely in her bed.
How lonely can you be?
To be blinded by his rage and insanity!
I hear her through our walls, talking to herself
Trying to convince herself that she is right.
What will it take for her to see
A human battered bag is what she’ll be.
But she knowsin her mind
That she has to be strong each time he is unkind
If she is going to survive
His outbursts and keep herself alive.
The dancing that had once kept her so sweet
And had men lifting her off her feet,
All those men who had once long admired her
Since he had come along, a self-important saboteur
They had gone!
They had left!
They left her one by one
Till he was the only one, a bruiser with a gun.
He didn’t want her to dance,
He just wanted her to feel so entranced.
So finally came the day when he got his way!
She no longer had a voice, no longer a say.
But inside her soul that floated high,
Her tormented voice did but cry.
She had taken to the stage,
Heavy with make-up on her once pretty face.
He watches in the wings, fingers cracking with
Impatience.
He wonders how he got saddled with her
And asks his God for a second chance to kill her.
She smiles at him through the mist
With the same thought in her mind,
A common ground they both will find.
What was so alluring on the stage
Now is on show for everyone, two souls in a cage.
She just danced until time ran out
He finally gets his wish, of that there is no doubt.
Ian D. Hall
First published in Greyhound Tales. Inspired by the instrumental piano piece by Mr. Tony Turrell.